At the beginning of the year, I joined Curves. I loved going, and I was seeing results. Unfortunately, when my transmission went out and I had to replace it, my boss lent me money, and paying him back every month leaves with with very little "extra" money, so I had to quit going to Curves. I have kept off the weight I lost, but I can see that I am not as toned as I was. I still have about fifty pounds to lose, so when I say toned, I don't mean sculpted muscles. I mean my belly not sticking out quite as much.
I know I can workout at home. I have the tools to do so. It's just that by the time I get home from work every day, I don't have the motivation. It was easier to drive somewhere, knowing I had an obligation since I was paying to workout. At home, it is so hard to get myself to get up and do my wii fit, or to take a walk after supper. I don't want to take medicine or go on a pre-packaged food diet, so working out is my only option. I think I need to find something fun to do, like ball workouts or zumba. Or maybe I just need a workout buddy to keep me motivated.
I am happy with the "new" me, but I could be happier with a thinner me. I have guys tell me everyday that I am pretty. In fact, yesterday I had three different guys hit on me. It's fun flirting back, which is something I never would have done a year and a half ago. I love the confidence I have in myself now.
That said, I still want to say goodbye to these fifty stubborn pounds.
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