Unhappiness

I don't usually like to share when I am feeling down, but what is the point of keeping this going if I don't share the good with the bad, right? Either way, I am feeling quite unappreciated this evening. I made supper, crying, and no one noticed. I was upset. My family didn't care. Junior's back is acting up. He missed work last night and stayed home again tonight. I know it is hard on him. He wants to do things and get things done, but he can't. Not right now. He needs to give his back a chance to feel better and loosen up. So how does he deal? By yelling at the kids all day at the produce stand, and then at me when we get home. I am trying to get my house clean and my yard mowed and cleaned up, by Saturday, all by myself. No one does anything without being asked. They will pile the trash until it is falling on the floor, and then walk away. They drop clothes, shoes, whatever, where ever they take them off. Pick up a towel off the bathroom floor? No way. Wash a dish? I must be crazy. So tonight I've had enough. I fixed supper and then went to my room. NO ONE came to see why. I don't know what is up with them all, but I just feel like I do everything around here, with no help. And it gets old. Normally I don't ask Junior for help, even though he makes most of the mess. Normally I spend my time cleaning up after him. Well, today when he started taking his frustration out on me, I had enough. AND NO ONE CARED!!!!!Okay, I'm going to bed. Hopefully I will be treated better tomorrow. If not, I may be looking for somewhere to live. I can only take so much!