Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Mothers and Sisters and Kids, Oh My!

I know they mean well. I know they're concerned. I get it. I really do.But...I am tired of being asked questions I don't have the answers for. And then when I get upset explaining that nobody knows anything yet, I'm told..."they're doing all they can."Really. Wow, I didn't know that. And here I was thinking they were doing 25%.I KNOW they are doing all they can. That doesn't change the frustration I'm feeling right now. It doesn't stop the tears. I don't need to hear that. I don't need to hear that I will know when they do. I don't need to hear that it's probably nothing serious. I KNOW these things. I do. I just want to cry for a while, and I don't want to talk about it.Not now. Not tonight. I'll be better tomorrow. Tomorrow, I will take Brandi trick or treating. I will be able to talk about my doctor's visit without tearing up. I can tell you how crazy it is to have test after test and still have no answers. I can tell you how I'm dreading the mammogram. I can tell you how much I appreciate your concern.Tomorrow.To quote the hottie Keith Urban...."Tonight, I Wanna Cry".

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