I am not afraid of getting older. In fact, I am looking forward to turning 40 in February. Weird, right? Most women I know dread turning 40, but for me, I see it as a new beginning. I will be getting divorced soon after my birthday, and I am excited about starting a new life as a single woman. Sure, I'm kind of dating now, but nothing serious. My kids have never met the guy I am seeing, and I want to keep it that way for now. If, and that's a big if, we ever do get serious, then I will let the kids meet him. But for now, he is all mine, and I am enjoying ever second of it.
When I do get older, hopefully I won't be alone. I hope to someday, maybe, get married again. I would hate to think that there isn't someone out there I am meant to be with. I do want to grow old with someone, and be able to look into senior living communities with a husband someday. I want to have someone by my side when I play with my grandkids. I want to have someone who will be by my side when I am wearing adult diapers and drooling on myself.
For now, though, I am going to play. It's fun.
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